Honestly, the older I get, the more I am getting over NYE!
It's like Valentines Day... always hyped up to be a super amazing day where everything couldn't be more perfect when it reality, it turns out to be far below expectations, a fizzer, a let down and almost always ends with tears from someone (and this year they are mine so far).
Guess what... NYE is still over a week away and mine has already turned out as described above! Hard to believe I know but very very true!
Unfortunately earlier this year, my professional and personal lives collided slightly. Expecting the best, I wasn't too concerned but now its come back to bite me hard and as a result, I will probably have to make new plans for S and I for NYE rather than spending it with my favouritest people C & M :( Especially sad as C and I haven't been apart on NYE in about 6/7 years (we even celebrated on Times Square a few years back). ALso feeling very guilty as S was looking forward to hanging out with L & D.
Feeling very sad and sorry for myself about it all - its come crashing down on my head in the last 24 hours and is all I can think about.
Oh well, moving forward (cause no-one likes a sook) - as I told S, we will just have to come up with something else although its hard to feel excited now.
Woe is me ha ha - seriously though , what is it with this time of year!